Midnight thoughts ~ (honesty hours)

2:36 am

Thinking about what was,
and what could of been.

My heart cries out for
something it can’t have.

Mind is going crazy replaying
these memories.

Loneliness grows larger while
I miss you more by the minute.

If you were here I could be
real with you, look in those
(Eyes) that deceive & control

my heart misses you, my mind
says no but maybe it’s just midnight.

What happens to you when the summers over?